greencoyote31445

I know it's not right but I can't stop thinking about it tonight. The way that I am, they say I shouldn't give a damn. But I do, and that right there is the issue. I want to give up this useless fight through life, but I don't want the last thing I cause to be strife. Why must I be me? Surely this isn't how I'm supposed to be! when things get tough I scream, cause I've had enough. I should be strong I should be brave I should be everything I'm not. so why, just WHY? Why am I the way I am? little explanation behind this... some stuff is messing with my head and emotions right now so it's going to be pretty crazy for a while.

all your life you hear "you have to do this, you have to do that", "fit in", "be yourself, but not in a weird way!". you know what I say..... SCREW YOU!!!!! SCREW ALL OF YOU AND YOUR "NORMALCY"!!!!!!! being raised by what normos call "hippies" I was naturally picked on a lot. its kind of a given, but my parents never forced me to fit in. they never bought me clothes that were "hip" or "designer". I grew up in clothes that were comfy, mostly cotton. now I can't say I wasn't raised like a hermit. yes I had a television, we only got 3 channels, but it didn't matter. if I didn't watch Power Puff Girls, or Hey Arnold I was a black sheep. and no ma